Wanting What You Can't Have

Do you ever feel like

• you don't want X
  
• you decide maybe X would be okay
• X begins to seem rather desirable
• X seems attainable
• X reveals itself as not attainable
• you feel like a freaking moron
• you try to remember when you didn't want X
• you pretend you still don't want X
• and refuse to talk about it

Yeah.